I’ll skip all the unimportant details that all of us already know lol (always had the fetish, fantasies about gaining, etc) but I finally decided to commit to putting on some weight. I have been very skinny all my life, and started the year at a very slim 125 pounds. At 6ft, with an incredibly fast metabolism, I was considered very underweight. In January I was prescribed a new medication, which has weight gain as a side effect, and it really stimulated my appetite. By March I was up 15 pounds. I think it was mostly my body stabilizing, getting up to a more healthy weight for my height, and I really didn’t experience much of a physical change beyond my belly not being concave anymore. My partner (who is not into feederism, but knows somewhat that I am) and I were ecstatic. No longer was I super bony and malnourished looking, and my sex drive exploded. Even though I only gained about 15 pounds, with very little physical change, my gain has been the most sexually satisfying experience I have ever had.
Now I am trying to gain intentionally, and I’m going all in. My goal is 160, about 20 pounds from where I am now, which would put me 35 pounds heavier than the start of the year. Id like to be able to do it in about 3-4 months at the longest. I’ve heard this a good amount to really judge wether you like it or not, without going too far. I’m committed to this goal, and once I reach it I’ll see where I want to go next, but for now I’m starting small so I don’t get discouraged and quit. I have been actively achieving a caloric goal of 3,500-5,000 each day, and I’m on day 5 of a two week cream cycle. At first I was doing about 600 ml of cream a day, but I got overzealous one night and did about a pint and a half all at once, and it shot my heart rate through the roof for about two hours, really anxiety inducing and uncomfortable, and had side effects all throughout the next day. I took one day off cream, then started up again, cutting my consumption to only one cup spread throughout the day. Im worried it won’t be as effective, but I’m thinking now I can work my up and build a tolerance. I think generally the cream is really intense for me, makes me feel really warm and like my body is saying “get up and move, we have so much energy”, but It’s super hard for me to reach my caloric surplus without it, and I absolutely love the feeling of drinking it, so I’m really set and dedicated to the cream cycle. Everything I’ve read about it sounds incredible, the fast results, the delayed gain, the fact that it tends to add soft subcutaneous fat. The thought of gaining 10 pounds out of no where a couple weeks after my cream cycle is incredibly hot to me, and I want to gain soft, jiggly fat, with moobs and a soft belly and muffin top.
I am only on day 5, and I did take one day off the cream (I hope the day off didn’t reset anything…) and I haven’t expirience any weight gain yet, although I feel like my belly is ever so slightly softer. Even my partner felt it yesterday and said “wow, look at that, you feel softer”. I’m trying to be conscious of not setting my expectations too high, and not letting my mentality and desire to be fat project onto my actual reality, but I really do feel a bit softer already. Maybe it’s all in my head! Planning on doing 2 weeks on and then 2 weeks off, I cannot wait to see the results!
I am keeping a daily calorie and weight log, and have been writing a general “gaining journal”. I’m going to update pics monthly in my log and I’m planning on writing descriptions of my physical changes, just general update stuff. I’m not sure if I want to share my gain online yet…but I guess I actually have to gain before I make that decision.
Sorry for the short novel! Wish me luck and let me know if you have any advice to give! Thanks!
Now I am trying to gain intentionally, and I’m going all in. My goal is 160, about 20 pounds from where I am now, which would put me 35 pounds heavier than the start of the year. Id like to be able to do it in about 3-4 months at the longest. I’ve heard this a good amount to really judge wether you like it or not, without going too far. I’m committed to this goal, and once I reach it I’ll see where I want to go next, but for now I’m starting small so I don’t get discouraged and quit. I have been actively achieving a caloric goal of 3,500-5,000 each day, and I’m on day 5 of a two week cream cycle. At first I was doing about 600 ml of cream a day, but I got overzealous one night and did about a pint and a half all at once, and it shot my heart rate through the roof for about two hours, really anxiety inducing and uncomfortable, and had side effects all throughout the next day. I took one day off cream, then started up again, cutting my consumption to only one cup spread throughout the day. Im worried it won’t be as effective, but I’m thinking now I can work my up and build a tolerance. I think generally the cream is really intense for me, makes me feel really warm and like my body is saying “get up and move, we have so much energy”, but It’s super hard for me to reach my caloric surplus without it, and I absolutely love the feeling of drinking it, so I’m really set and dedicated to the cream cycle. Everything I’ve read about it sounds incredible, the fast results, the delayed gain, the fact that it tends to add soft subcutaneous fat. The thought of gaining 10 pounds out of no where a couple weeks after my cream cycle is incredibly hot to me, and I want to gain soft, jiggly fat, with moobs and a soft belly and muffin top.
I am only on day 5, and I did take one day off the cream (I hope the day off didn’t reset anything…) and I haven’t expirience any weight gain yet, although I feel like my belly is ever so slightly softer. Even my partner felt it yesterday and said “wow, look at that, you feel softer”. I’m trying to be conscious of not setting my expectations too high, and not letting my mentality and desire to be fat project onto my actual reality, but I really do feel a bit softer already. Maybe it’s all in my head! Planning on doing 2 weeks on and then 2 weeks off, I cannot wait to see the results!
I am keeping a daily calorie and weight log, and have been writing a general “gaining journal”. I’m going to update pics monthly in my log and I’m planning on writing descriptions of my physical changes, just general update stuff. I’m not sure if I want to share my gain online yet…but I guess I actually have to gain before I make that decision.
Sorry for the short novel! Wish me luck and let me know if you have any advice to give! Thanks!
2 years